Ahead ...

Please don't hold me

No, don't even try

Because I know I will come desolving

into your arms

Don't look at me

No please, not like that

I don't want to get drawn in it

Don't try to comfort me

When you see me sad

I would rather you do no such

Than to deal with the realization that I never had...

If I had invested too much

I have no regrets

Painful or not

This is how memories are made

Knowing I have lived certain moments

The knowledge is no comfort either

But the shelf of my heart accommodate it

Wishing to walk pass it

It's like one step forward

And two all back again

But surely I shall crawl

For a thousand miles begins with just a step

You couldn't rise to the occasion

When the opportunity availed itself!

O happy sad

Has courage failed you this much my dear ?

By Nokai Origin